SPM (2009) ~

What a damn SPM...

in this few days,

i becomes fat,

pimples all come out,

hair long already,

stress,

not enough study,

and et cetera...

but...white again...wakaka..

however,

i doesn't know how to do the exam paper..

my english essay..

funny lor...i cant think of the word of "excuse" and "success"..

then i leave some spaces there...SHIT...

ok, that's fine...

but....i can't finish my essay!! TT

i just skip to the conclusion when the teacher cames..haiz..

now still got 5 subjects waiting for me..

bio, account, physic, chemistry and bahasa cina..

i haven't touch any of them yet...

pity and suffer...

can't i don't touch or study them then i can get A's in those subject?

but i was glad,

because after SPM.

i will feel relieve..

and finally

i can rest for few months

somemore to earn some pocket money..

i want to save money to buy my second target..

A CAR~

haha...

don't know how long will it comes true..

but dreaming...

it always good to dream..

got dream, got hope then...

^^

today is 27/11,

i'm online ing...

why?

'cause my line just stable when the midnight past..

my streayx modem will keep by my mom..

it was hard to ask her when i was in SPM..

and now,

i am updating my blog...^^

i want to go watch movie...

continues my twilight saga..

haha...

i will find a day to watch "NEW MOON"

wait for me~ :P

i..................felt speechless when i recieve a message..

i don't know what to reply..

so, i sent "oh" again..

my habit..lol..

it was about my ex..

we broke up since around end of july..

till now..it past 5 months ago...

but we still friend..

sometime i used to find him..

but now because of SPM..

i didn't find him..but he find me..

it was so....unbelievable...

few days ago,

i sent a forward message to some of my friends include him..

it was about to ask what would you tell me honestly if today was honest day..

at first,

he ignore this message...

but i was wanted to know..

and my curiosity was very high..

he told then...

i was shocked...

i don't know what can reply..

he said...

he got thought about to be with me again after i'm graduate...

and see if i will accept him again or not..

he said he still got feel to me..

he said that he jealous the relationship between Ah B and Qiao Tong..

everyday can meet, everyday can go to the boy's house to help him clean his room..

.........................................................................................

i didn't reply him as i received the message..

i sent him the next morning..

and said that i was fall asleep..

he replied never mind and didn't find me again..

i was very very very..........surprise, shocked, unbelievable, sort of drama..

i don't know what is the feel i feel towards him..

i told my friends..

my friends teased..

that he just want me to help him clean his room..

now...i feel it seem like that..haha..what the hell..

if this happen on you, what will you act like?

same?
almost gua..lol...

deng...that day line not stable again..
so, now edit again..haha..
by today (6/12/09)...^^
still got two more subject now...hahaha...
hope can pass faster...
very stress la...after SPM,
i want to take care of my body,
my face,
my weight...
lol..
i watched new moon already lu...haha
not bad...still can watch...
:P



edited on 6.12.09