Tuesday, May 18, 2010

+ MAY +

1.5.10
hang out with li, derrick, n twins..
watched iron man 2...
chat a lot with li...

5.6.10
my big big day..
staying at home to practise piano..
however scold by teacher also..

7.5.10
work till 2pm..
jye come to fetch me..
i stayed half an hour at my grandma's house..
fetch sern then go to their house wait for jye prepare..
almost around 6.45pm...
go fetch li and straight away go 1u...
we met cally and sin wei at the escalator..
derrick met us at the cinema..
we watched ip man 2...
after the movie...
we had our dinner + supper at Moe De Cafe..
which located at manjalara...
derrick didn't follow..
3 of us having a non-stop chit-chatting..
it felts great to have a girl's talk..
enjoyable...
2 boys was eating their meal and keeping quiet..













9.5.10
Mother's day...
we celebrate our mother's day together with my cousin..
at their house...














10.5.10 - 13.5.10
wanlao e...open skul adi i still don't know..
i thought that is just some registration...= = 
we had 3 days orientation...
many students from ideal height le...
i enjoyed but having period pain when the 3rd day..
so sad...can't play any games in the morning..
just watching they all having fun...TT
i choose physic to study..
i hate to memories so much things..espeacially biology...lol

i cut my hair short that i never will cut it on 10.5.10..
after cut...i been teased by cally and lun...
but they said cute...suit me also....
when i go to work on 11.5.10...
my colleagues already laughing when i show up near the door..
ah keat same as cally...said me look like apple...
here is my before and after cut photo...

BEFORE
AFTER


















15.5.10
i drove my sis's viva to school...
well...mati engine everytime i want to go out from T-junction...
swt...but still reach school safety..lol..
when i back home..
my mom asked me to park the viva inside the couch..
then i go drive lor...
and...accident coming...
"PANG"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i langgar the block of the small garden when i reversed...
TT..............................shit................so sad......
so loud that every neighbour can heard it...
i fast fast drive back the car to the original place and go inside house..
luckily just a bit 'hua' only...my mom said till very serious..so exaggerated...
almost 4pm...i go out with lun, zhen lin and chan nam...
we go survey the price of the document fail that teachers need it...
and we had a movie at jusco...
before movie...we ate at kenny rogers...
we snap some photos too..
to wasting the time...lol...
it was fun to hanging out with them...
it's not like i nothing to talk to...hehe

well...half of my MAY pass like this..
i try to learn drive the viva every morning..
because i drive to school and my dad drive back home..
so everytime after school need someone to fetch..
however, this is just temporary...
july i will start taking school bus to school again...

Monday, April 26, 2010

I find it

   I find it.........
 I find it kind of
I find it kind of 2
I find it kind of joy
I find it kind of love
I find it kind of drug
I find it kind of sweet
I find it kind of excited
I find it kind of suprised
I find it kind of gorgeous
I find it kind of indifferent
I find it kind of  mysterious
I find it kind of illustrations
I find it kind of hypnotised 
I find it kind of ridiculous
I find it kind of prejudice
I find it kind of heartless
I find it kind of anxious
I find it kind of stupid
I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of hard
 I find it kind of mad
I find it kind of sad
I find it kind of.... 




and i find it kind of hurt so much

Friday, April 2, 2010

^^V

i got my P licence lu!!!
i had my re-sit test on 22/3/10..
i was furious and panic that time..
when it was my turn..
my car oil almost reach empty..
i don't know still can drive or not..
after the hills...
i went to side parking..
well done!!
my engine died when i start to press the brek..
i done stupid and awkward thing..
i told the examiner my car no oil adi..
she asked me to start the engine again..
i do what she told me..
and she said got oil a...
then ok lor.. i try to press again...
engine die again...
guess what...she told me i didn't put down the handbrek...
walao...so embarrassment!!
never mind lor..still pass..
3 point turn..
lagi stupid!!!
i thought the examiner was going to fail me..
why...because i heard the examiner asked me to go beside her..
that time i was driving the car..
ok lor..i drove the car and parked beside her pondok... ==
behind me someone was scolding me...
scold me why drive the car to there..
suppose need to drive back to the hill there...
but the examiner help me..lol...
finally....i PASS my driving test already....hahahaha

Friday, March 19, 2010

回忆

哎呀呀...
我的好朋友终于展开了他第一次的恋情了...
从她的口吻, 知道她很幸福...真替她开心...
跟她谈天时,
自己也不知不觉的回忆起以前的恋情...
我谈过四次恋爱..
而曾经有两个让我很爱过..

第一个就不谈了..
想不起有什么..
除了他大我一年..
我跟他告白的..
我跟他还有他朋友和我朋友一起 ponteng 过教师节,
第一次的手给了他之外...
都没什么了..
分手只因为没话讲, 闷了..

第二个是我现在可以谈心事的好友..
他大我两年...
我在 form 2 时跟他开始的...
那时他是转校来的..
我们是从我一个朋友那边认识的..
一起时,
他...从来都不会跟我说任何会让我担心的事..
很内向一下 (跟我一样)...
没什么话说...
我生日那天,
他送了我一枚很普通, 而且也很宽的戒指...
他也亲了我的脸一下...
他也送过我一条项链 (情侣的哦..)
我经痛那天,
他买热水给我...
我们一起几个月罢了..
为什么分手...其实我也不太肯定..
我那时只是要应付考试..说暂时分开..不要见面罢了..
然后可能他以为我要分,
让我觉得不耐烦才真的分的吧..
也许我变心..又或许我对他没感觉了..
我也不清楚了...
但是我要谢谢他给我的爱...

第三个...
我们认识蛮久后才开始的...
本来是干爸爸和干女儿的关系的..
过后....呃.......
也因为因为是有感觉才在一起的...
一起了一年半...暂时是最久的一个...
我的初吻在我不留意的时候被他夺走了...
而...每次亲了过后..我都把口水抹在他衣服...嘻嘻..
他呢...很多话讲...
而我呢...每次脸臭臭对着他的..
他耐力真好...哈哈..
他回我的信息特别快...
每一次当我放下电话时,
他的信息就来了...
搞得我的功课都很慢才做完..
他曾经弄过意大利面给我吃...
会买巧克力给我吃...
会送我一些饰品...
拍最多大头贴的也是他...
我们常吵架, 闹分手...
他每次就找我的朋友谈天诉苦...
有一次我故意刁难他..
要他弄五百二十颗心我才接受回他...
第一次他画了..超级没诚意的..
越画越难看...
第二次..他折了...我也接受了..
我们曾经去倒数过...
一起看烟火...
但是回家路上...我又脸臭臭了..哈哈..
他曾经有几次讲骗话都被我知道...
他有抽烟的习惯...每次说会戒..
结果还是一样...
终于在2008年的农历新年...
我忍受不了他的隐瞒而分手了..
他去clubbing没跟我说...(可能那时我还不够成熟, 会火, 所以他不说吧)..
但是烟他照抽...这个我不能忍...
我对烟特别的敏感...小时会呕...现在会不舒服...
我对他也失去了信任...
就这样我们分手了...

第四个....
当他还读着书时, 没说过话...
我们是08年五月尾开始的...
在一起一年两个月...
刚开始时他蛮诚实的...
过后也开始讲骗话了...
2008年11月头他送了我一条链..
2009年2月14日他送了摩天轮...
我在2008年他的生日,
做了一张生日卡和自己缝制的蛋糕加草莓加棒棒糖给他...
2009年2月14日送了他一幅画..
画里的两个人是我们...
2009年5月23日 (一周年),
我折了100朵玫瑰花给他...
里面还有几颗星星...有几颗写了字..
还有两只天鹅...
2009年6月时, 我们参加了 form 6 的 prom night...
2009年7月尾, 我们分手了...
跟他一起我的笑容多了..
跟他一起也让我觉得蛮有安全感...
但同时他也让我觉得没安全感...
我能感觉到安全感时, 是他在我身边的时候...
我之前每个星期二放学都他接我回家..
我们也只有那天能见面罢了..
我会到他家坐坐聊聊天看看那三个小孩子...
他的初吻给了我...
口水他有时会帮我抹... :)
我们有时也会出下街, 看下戏...
他呢....回我的信息就超级慢...
让我等到很不耐烦...
(都怪上面那个)....
朋友会比我重要...他陪朋友多过陪我...
分手后, 我试着挽回...
他的回答很敷衍也很不想跟我在一起了...
只是在找借口吧...
而当我很努力的在把他忘记..
他每一次都会再出现...
去年12月吧...
他说他有想过等我读完书后再看我要不要接受回他...
(详情看旧贴)
去年年尾/今年年头吧(忘了)...
我约他去看戏...“十月围城”...
看到一半时, 他发信息给我...
问他还有没有机会...
.......我只回了不懂....
妈的...我在看着戏叻...
而且机会我给了那么多...是他不去把握...
他想我回什么??
过后...新年时有信息一下...
也没有消息了...
而我最后一次看到他...
是今年的3月9日...
在我做工的店门口..打下招呼...
谈了一下..没了...
就这样一直到现在...
ps :我要忘了对你的感觉~剩下的只是美好的回忆~

这就是我的回忆...
谢谢他们爱过我...
也谢谢他们让我爱过...
不过...请允许我在这里做一件事...
那就是.....

"妈的!!混蛋!!
我真的超级讨厌被骗...
被骗的感受很不好受...
而且我知道他在讲骗话还要装不知道...
damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

The first day

1.3.10

i worked back at jusco nicole..lol..
1 hour RM4.20...
if hit target...1 hour will be RM4.50..
no customer when i worked from morning till 7pm..
and the net sales was...Rm29.90...lol..
but after i back home..
they got sales till 900++...
maybe i "dai shuai"...TT

i almost learned everything in one day..
i learned how to sew..
i learned how to iron..
i learned how to log in..
i learned how to be cashier..
i learned how to take the stock..
i learned the different of the hanger..
erm...learned...(don't know)..lol
well...
i done some ridiculous things..

1st ridiculous things:
vincent asked me to "si" papar..
i done it..but wrong..
i got confirmed it 2nd times..
then...make them all laugh..
the paper still need but i thought that it was to throw..
so....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
fortunately still can cellophone it..lol...

2nd ridiculous thing:
after i break,
i don't know michelle got help me log in already or not..
and i forgot to ask her..
then..i don't know how to see i logged in already or not..
and vincent was teaching the new part timer..
so i logged in again..
and...in the end..
he cames and show me how to see..
but...i already done it again..
my half hour salary was gone!!!!!!
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid me!!!!!!!!!!! TT

Monday, February 22, 2010

22210

today was my driving test..
well, i failed my test..
i failed at 3 point turn...zzzzz
feel so numb...
morning i used the car at there still ok de leh..
very good de leh..
but when exam..not the same car..
the cluth cannot be control one..
put a little can move then cannot move adi..
then i ma put higher a bit lor..
then the car move too fast...deng!!
damned...!!!
TT...
now need to take ulangan...
15.3.10 is my ulangan for the road test..swt..
i don't know my piano theory test is when leh..
hope won't the same date..
if not i die already..
and i better go to die...
somemore i don't have enough money to take ulangan...
TT...pity............

Friday, February 12, 2010

i miss you

I

AM

STILL

MISSING

AND

LOVING

YOU

..

LIKE

I

ALWAYS

DO

..

I

WILL

KEEP

YOU

IN

MY

MEMORY

....



avanza

avanza
fuyoh...so bei...haha

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