^^V

i got my P licence lu!!!
i had my re-sit test on 22/3/10..
i was furious and panic that time..
when it was my turn..
my car oil almost reach empty..
i don't know still can drive or not..
after the hills...
i went to side parking..
well done!!
my engine died when i start to press the brek..
i done stupid and awkward thing..
i told the examiner my car no oil adi..
she asked me to start the engine again..
i do what she told me..
and she said got oil a...
then ok lor.. i try to press again...
engine die again...
guess what...she told me i didn't put down the handbrek...
walao...so embarrassment!!
never mind lor..still pass..
3 point turn..
lagi stupid!!!
i thought the examiner was going to fail me..
why...because i heard the examiner asked me to go beside her..
that time i was driving the car..
ok lor..i drove the car and parked beside her pondok... ==
behind me someone was scolding me...
scold me why drive the car to there..
suppose need to drive back to the hill there...
but the examiner help me..lol...
finally....i PASS my driving test already....hahahaha

回忆

哎呀呀...
我的好朋友终于展开了他第一次的恋情了...
从她的口吻, 知道她很幸福...真替她开心...
跟她谈天时,
自己也不知不觉的回忆起以前的恋情...
我谈过四次恋爱..
而曾经有两个让我很爱过..

第一个就不谈了..
想不起有什么..
除了他大我一年..
我跟他告白的..
我跟他还有他朋友和我朋友一起 ponteng 过教师节,
第一次的手给了他之外...
都没什么了..
分手只因为没话讲, 闷了..

第二个是我现在可以谈心事的好友..
他大我两年...
我在 form 2 时跟他开始的...
那时他是转校来的..
我们是从我一个朋友那边认识的..
一起时,
他...从来都不会跟我说任何会让我担心的事..
很内向一下 (跟我一样)...
没什么话说...
我生日那天,
他送了我一枚很普通, 而且也很宽的戒指...
他也亲了我的脸一下...
他也送过我一条项链 (情侣的哦..)
我经痛那天,
他买热水给我...
我们一起几个月罢了..
为什么分手...其实我也不太肯定..
我那时只是要应付考试..说暂时分开..不要见面罢了..
然后可能他以为我要分,
让我觉得不耐烦才真的分的吧..
也许我变心..又或许我对他没感觉了..
我也不清楚了...
但是我要谢谢他给我的爱...

第三个...
我们认识蛮久后才开始的...
本来是干爸爸和干女儿的关系的..
过后....呃.......
也因为因为是有感觉才在一起的...
一起了一年半...暂时是最久的一个...
我的初吻在我不留意的时候被他夺走了...
而...每次亲了过后..我都把口水抹在他衣服...嘻嘻..
他呢...很多话讲...
而我呢...每次脸臭臭对着他的..
他耐力真好...哈哈..
他回我的信息特别快...
每一次当我放下电话时,
他的信息就来了...
搞得我的功课都很慢才做完..
他曾经弄过意大利面给我吃...
会买巧克力给我吃...
会送我一些饰品...
拍最多大头贴的也是他...
我们常吵架, 闹分手...
他每次就找我的朋友谈天诉苦...
有一次我故意刁难他..
要他弄五百二十颗心我才接受回他...
第一次他画了..超级没诚意的..
越画越难看...
第二次..他折了...我也接受了..
我们曾经去倒数过...
一起看烟火...
但是回家路上...我又脸臭臭了..哈哈..
他曾经有几次讲骗话都被我知道...
他有抽烟的习惯...每次说会戒..
结果还是一样...
终于在2008年的农历新年...
我忍受不了他的隐瞒而分手了..
他去clubbing没跟我说...(可能那时我还不够成熟, 会火, 所以他不说吧)..
但是烟他照抽...这个我不能忍...
我对烟特别的敏感...小时会呕...现在会不舒服...
我对他也失去了信任...
就这样我们分手了...

第四个....
当他还读着书时, 没说过话...
我们是08年五月尾开始的...
在一起一年两个月...
刚开始时他蛮诚实的...
过后也开始讲骗话了...
2008年11月头他送了我一条链..
2009年2月14日他送了摩天轮...
我在2008年他的生日,
做了一张生日卡和自己缝制的蛋糕加草莓加棒棒糖给他...
2009年2月14日送了他一幅画..
画里的两个人是我们...
2009年5月23日 (一周年）,
我折了100朵玫瑰花给他...
里面还有几颗星星...有几颗写了字..
还有两只天鹅...
2009年6月时, 我们参加了 form 6 的 prom night...
2009年7月尾, 我们分手了...
跟他一起我的笑容多了..
跟他一起也让我觉得蛮有安全感...
但同时他也让我觉得没安全感...
我能感觉到安全感时, 是他在我身边的时候...
我之前每个星期二放学都他接我回家..
我们也只有那天能见面罢了..
我会到他家坐坐聊聊天看看那三个小孩子...
他的初吻给了我...
口水他有时会帮我抹... :)
我们有时也会出下街, 看下戏...
他呢....回我的信息就超级慢...
让我等到很不耐烦...
(都怪上面那个)....
朋友会比我重要...他陪朋友多过陪我...
分手后, 我试着挽回...
他的回答很敷衍也很不想跟我在一起了...
只是在找借口吧...
而当我很努力的在把他忘记..
他每一次都会再出现...
去年12月吧...
他说他有想过等我读完书后再看我要不要接受回他...
(详情看旧贴)
去年年尾/今年年头吧(忘了)...
我约他去看戏...“十月围城”...
看到一半时, 他发信息给我...
问他还有没有机会...
.......我只回了不懂....
妈的...我在看着戏叻...
而且机会我给了那么多...是他不去把握...
他想我回什么??
过后...新年时有信息一下...
也没有消息了...
而我最后一次看到他...
是今年的3月9日...
在我做工的店门口..打下招呼...
谈了一下..没了...
就这样一直到现在...
ps ：我要忘了对你的感觉~剩下的只是美好的回忆~

这就是我的回忆...
谢谢他们爱过我...
也谢谢他们让我爱过...
不过...请允许我在这里做一件事...
那就是.....

"妈的！！混蛋！！
我真的超级讨厌被骗...
被骗的感受很不好受...
而且我知道他在讲骗话还要装不知道...
damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
shit you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

The first day

1.3.10

i worked back at jusco nicole..lol..
1 hour RM4.20...
if hit target...1 hour will be RM4.50..
no customer when i worked from morning till 7pm..
and the net sales was...Rm29.90...lol..
but after i back home..
they got sales till 900++...
maybe i "dai shuai"...TT

i almost learned everything in one day..
i learned how to sew..
i learned how to iron..
i learned how to log in..
i learned how to be cashier..
i learned how to take the stock..
i learned the different of the hanger..
erm...learned...(don't know)..lol
well...
i done some ridiculous things..

1st ridiculous things:
vincent asked me to "si" papar..
i done it..but wrong..
i got confirmed it 2nd times..
then...make them all laugh..
the paper still need but i thought that it was to throw..
so....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....
fortunately still can cellophone it..lol...

2nd ridiculous thing:
after i break,
i don't know michelle got help me log in already or not..
and i forgot to ask her..
then..i don't know how to see i logged in already or not..
and vincent was teaching the new part timer..
so i logged in again..
and...in the end..
he cames and show me how to see..
but...i already done it again..
my half hour salary was gone!!!!!!
urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid me!!!!!!!!!!! TT

22210

today was my driving test..
well, i failed my test..
i failed at 3 point turn...zzzzz
feel so numb...
morning i used the car at there still ok de leh..
very good de leh..
but when exam..not the same car..
the cluth cannot be control one..
put a little can move then cannot move adi..
then i ma put higher a bit lor..
then the car move too fast...deng!!
damned...!!!
TT...
now need to take ulangan...
15.3.10 is my ulangan for the road test..swt..
i don't know my piano theory test is when leh..
hope won't the same date..
if not i die already..
and i better go to die...
somemore i don't have enough money to take ulangan...
TT...pity............

i miss you

I

AM

STILL

MISSING

AND

LOVING

YOU

..

LIKE

I

ALWAYS

DO

..

I

WILL

KEEP

YOU

IN

MY

MEMORY

....

My First Job -- Nicole's fair at B.U.

Well.. i worked at 1U for two weeks..

It was fun and i got some nice and funny friends..
i worked from 23/12/09 until 03/01/10..
me n ah seng help them to set up the fair on 22/12/09..
guess we set till what time...
we set up the fair from 10pm until 5am..
wow..crazy man..lol..tired too..
my brain already blur and blank jor..
Vincent fetched us back home..
started work also let them misun. me and Seng is couple..
after Seng then sebar me and Vincent...swt...

23,
i started to work..
i still didn't go to intro myself to others..
still shy and coward..lol..
Ah Seng and me just busy to take the stok and put them on the weagon..

another day,
i started to talk with them..
i make friend with them too..
Aida,
she's malay..quite talkactive..
very naughty too..
always teased me..TT..
Siew Fong, Pei Yen, adn Chu Wei came to 1u..
they came here to find us..
some more is they want to countdown christmas..
well.. SAT BAI already...no countdown at all..
all back home..lol..

another day,
a lot of people shopping..
i also keep folding the clothes that being mess by the customers..
i make friends again..
(well i forgot when i chat with them..so i wrote it all in one day..lol)
Jia Xhin, Xin Yee, Chee Yong, bo bo, Cecelia, and Angelia(dunno got spell wrong or not)..
Penny, Karen, Ah Zu, hui min, ......well...i forgot the name already..lol..

26,
Vincent's birthday..
we bought a cake and share the money..
we take some photo..

this is Vincent

Karen, Penny, n Vincent

bo bo and vincent

hui min and vincent

shah(dunno got spell wrong bo) and vincent

vincent and me

another day,
we chatted, played, and worked..
i saw many friends while i worked..
i saw yun, aaron, alvin, ken, jing shyan, some face book friends..
got one day, got a gang of people same age with me..
they played at here..
i smiled at their crazy and mad behavior..
they very friendly and funny..
when i finished work..
they got said bye bye to me..
wow..i'm shocked..lol

30,
i worked as usually..
after worked..
i go to "sticky" to see Peter Pan..
quite leng zai..lol..





31,
it was the last day of 2009..
i saw Miss Ang with her sisters..
they choosing clothed..haha..
i also saw lun with his girlfriend, boon leong, my cousin, and weng lip..
jye treated me eat baskin robbin..fuyoh..
taste good..but i just ate 3 spoon only..
'cause vincent going to treate me and seng "the legend of dragon"..
@@..karen and penny said he want treate us eat..
i thought that time they was just kidding only..
thanks for the treate lor..lol^^
after finished worked..
i didn't countdown 'cause the next day is full time also..
very tired..but i countdown at my home with my family..hehe..
and foward message to all my friends before the line jam..^^

the last day(03/01/10),
when i worked..
i saw a leng zai..very very leng zai..
but...he is a kid...6 years old only..
lol..he can't stop fidgeting..
his father also headache..lol..
we got ask his parents permission whether we can take photo with the boy or not..
however, his mom not allowed..
too bad...no photo to share with you all..
i listened to their language..
they aren't speaking english..
well..i also have no idea what language are them talking..
then don't know who treate all of us drink "zhen ju nai cha"..

well...my part time job end with a leng zai..haha..
not bad not bad..
this two weeks i had gained 3kg...
walao e...siao...
good to work good to eat also..@@
vincent also got treate all of us Mcfurry and 100 plus..
thanks to him...he is a good guy for friend..haha..

My Mamma Said

We dreamed a dream
woke up and lived it
We had the music in our hands
The drops of rain became a river
And now it's time to end this dance
So thank you

My mamma said that the best thing in life
Was getting me
And loving somebody higher than anything
else in this world baby
My mamma said that she would give her
life up for me

My mamma said that the worst thing in life
Is getting used
to loving somebody higher than anything
else in this world baby
Knowing you're going to
Knowing you're going to - lose it all

Mamma don't leave - don't go
Don't run - don't hide - don't cry
Don't ever feel scared now
Mamma just crossed just crossed
To the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
Circling protons - all vibrations
Circling neutrons - all vibrations
Mamma just crossed just crossed to the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
And now you're lying there - taking your last breath
I'm holding back the tears - Oh mamma don't die

My mamma said...

Mamma hold on - give in - let go
Release yourself from everything out there
Mamma just crossed just crossed
To the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
Circling electrons - all vibrations
Circling electrons - all vibrations
Mamma just crossed just crossed to the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
And now you're lying there - taking your last breath
I'm holding back the tears - Oh mamma don't die

My mamma said...

i love you, mom..