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today was my driving test..
well, i failed my test..
i failed at 3 point turn...zzzzz
feel so numb...
morning i used the car at there still ok de leh..
very good de leh..
but when exam..not the same car..
the cluth cannot be control one..
put a little can move then cannot move adi..
then i ma put higher a bit lor..
then the car move too fast...deng!!
damned...!!!
TT...
now need to take ulangan...
15.3.10 is my ulangan for the road test..swt..
i don't know my piano theory test is when leh..
hope won't the same date..
if not i die already..
and i better go to die...
somemore i don't have enough money to take ulangan...
TT...pity............

i miss you

I

AM

STILL

MISSING

AND

LOVING

YOU

..

LIKE

I

ALWAYS

DO

..

I

WILL

KEEP

YOU

IN

MY

MEMORY

....

My First Job -- Nicole's fair at B.U.

Well.. i worked at 1U for two weeks..

It was fun and i got some nice and funny friends..
i worked from 23/12/09 until 03/01/10..
me n ah seng help them to set up the fair on 22/12/09..
guess we set till what time...
we set up the fair from 10pm until 5am..
wow..crazy man..lol..tired too..
my brain already blur and blank jor..
Vincent fetched us back home..
started work also let them misun. me and Seng is couple..
after Seng then sebar me and Vincent...swt...

23,
i started to work..
i still didn't go to intro myself to others..
still shy and coward..lol..
Ah Seng and me just busy to take the stok and put them on the weagon..

another day,
i started to talk with them..
i make friend with them too..
Aida,
she's malay..quite talkactive..
very naughty too..
always teased me..TT..
Siew Fong, Pei Yen, adn Chu Wei came to 1u..
they came here to find us..
some more is they want to countdown christmas..
well.. SAT BAI already...no countdown at all..
all back home..lol..

another day,
a lot of people shopping..
i also keep folding the clothes that being mess by the customers..
i make friends again..
(well i forgot when i chat with them..so i wrote it all in one day..lol)
Jia Xhin, Xin Yee, Chee Yong, bo bo, Cecelia, and Angelia(dunno got spell wrong or not)..
Penny, Karen, Ah Zu, hui min, ......well...i forgot the name already..lol..

26,
Vincent's birthday..
we bought a cake and share the money..
we take some photo..

this is Vincent

Karen, Penny, n Vincent

bo bo and vincent

hui min and vincent

shah(dunno got spell wrong bo) and vincent

vincent and me

another day,
we chatted, played, and worked..
i saw many friends while i worked..
i saw yun, aaron, alvin, ken, jing shyan, some face book friends..
got one day, got a gang of people same age with me..
they played at here..
i smiled at their crazy and mad behavior..
they very friendly and funny..
when i finished work..
they got said bye bye to me..
wow..i'm shocked..lol

30,
i worked as usually..
after worked..
i go to "sticky" to see Peter Pan..
quite leng zai..lol..





31,
it was the last day of 2009..
i saw Miss Ang with her sisters..
they choosing clothed..haha..
i also saw lun with his girlfriend, boon leong, my cousin, and weng lip..
jye treated me eat baskin robbin..fuyoh..
taste good..but i just ate 3 spoon only..
'cause vincent going to treate me and seng "the legend of dragon"..
@@..karen and penny said he want treate us eat..
i thought that time they was just kidding only..
thanks for the treate lor..lol^^
after finished worked..
i didn't countdown 'cause the next day is full time also..
very tired..but i countdown at my home with my family..hehe..
and foward message to all my friends before the line jam..^^

the last day(03/01/10),
when i worked..
i saw a leng zai..very very leng zai..
but...he is a kid...6 years old only..
lol..he can't stop fidgeting..
his father also headache..lol..
we got ask his parents permission whether we can take photo with the boy or not..
however, his mom not allowed..
too bad...no photo to share with you all..
i listened to their language..
they aren't speaking english..
well..i also have no idea what language are them talking..
then don't know who treate all of us drink "zhen ju nai cha"..

well...my part time job end with a leng zai..haha..
not bad not bad..
this two weeks i had gained 3kg...
walao e...siao...
good to work good to eat also..@@
vincent also got treate all of us Mcfurry and 100 plus..
thanks to him...he is a good guy for friend..haha..

My Mamma Said

We dreamed a dream
woke up and lived it
We had the music in our hands
The drops of rain became a river
And now it's time to end this dance
So thank you

My mamma said that the best thing in life
Was getting me
And loving somebody higher than anything
else in this world baby
My mamma said that she would give her
life up for me

My mamma said that the worst thing in life
Is getting used
to loving somebody higher than anything
else in this world baby
Knowing you're going to
Knowing you're going to - lose it all

Mamma don't leave - don't go
Don't run - don't hide - don't cry
Don't ever feel scared now
Mamma just crossed just crossed
To the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
Circling protons - all vibrations
Circling neutrons - all vibrations
Mamma just crossed just crossed to the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
And now you're lying there - taking your last breath
I'm holding back the tears - Oh mamma don't die

My mamma said...

Mamma hold on - give in - let go
Release yourself from everything out there
Mamma just crossed just crossed
To the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
Circling electrons - all vibrations
Circling electrons - all vibrations
Mamma just crossed just crossed to the parallel world
She crossed she crossed to the multiverse
And now you're lying there - taking your last breath
I'm holding back the tears - Oh mamma don't die

My mamma said...

i love you, mom..

Thursday

My piano lesson in this year was end on yesterday..

my teacher wanna fly to taiwan..
so i'm out on today..haha..
i go 1u with peiyen, tzuseng, sewfong, junhan, n xinning.
xinning fetched us go while peiyen go by herself that her mom fetch..
we reached there and meet at Golden Screen Cinema..
we watched AVATAR..
erm..it was nice to watch..although the opening got a bit bored..
but sew fong complained that the movie was bored..
for me..it just the shorpo always shouting "ohi" or "aiyayayaya"..
what the hell..noisy man! haha..
after we watched it.. we go lepak adi..lol..
we ate our lunch at Mcdonald..
guess where did we eat..haha..


we are outside the Mcdonald enjoying out meal..haha..
after lunch..we lepak again..
(Seng was going to buy a white t-shirt for his job..
we are going to have a temporary job at 1u for the shirt fair..)
we snapped big head photo also..
funny lor..all don't know japanese..don't know what it wrote..
then, we do some mistake when snap..
luckily the photo can be choose..haha..if not then cham lor..


that jun han very bad la..use the phone cover his face..



we done syok sendiri till almost 4pm something..
xin ning and jun han leave us first
'cause xin ning need to go back earlier..
we 4 continue hanging around lor..
seng also find his shirt..



we go forest to ss again before back..haha..




i reached home about 7.30pm...lol..

HOLIDAYS~

SPM,
finally finished!
holidays lu...haha..
i was suffer in ances n scars during SPM..
worst than that,
i killed 3 crockroach in this 2 months..
what the hell!!
the insect that i scare the most..
damn damn damn!!!
AMITOFO~~
moreover,
my weight gained..TT
now, i'm gonna to keep fit already..
i think tomorrow maybe go jogging with my mom..^^

what a terrible day was today(14/12/09)..
my piano class time change always..
from 2pm change till 5pm..
it ruins my schedule..
i was thought that after my lesson on 2pm..
i will go to jusco to register my job
and hang out with Meng Huat..
he was back from somewhere from job..
but...all the plans was going to cancel..
except my piano lesson..
felt guilty..
if i didn't asked him to accompany me watch movie..
he won't be so pessimism..haiz..
what can i do?
both of us not an optimist..lol..

SPM (2009) ~

What a damn SPM...

in this few days,

i becomes fat,

pimples all come out,

hair long already,

stress,

not enough study,

and et cetera...

but...white again...wakaka..

however,

i doesn't know how to do the exam paper..

my english essay..

funny lor...i cant think of the word of "excuse" and "success"..

then i leave some spaces there...SHIT...

ok, that's fine...

but....i can't finish my essay!! TT

i just skip to the conclusion when the teacher cames..haiz..

now still got 5 subjects waiting for me..

bio, account, physic, chemistry and bahasa cina..

i haven't touch any of them yet...

pity and suffer...

can't i don't touch or study them then i can get A's in those subject?

but i was glad,

because after SPM.

i will feel relieve..

and finally

i can rest for few months

somemore to earn some pocket money..

i want to save money to buy my second target..

A CAR~

haha...

don't know how long will it comes true..

but dreaming...

it always good to dream..

got dream, got hope then...

^^

today is 27/11,

i'm online ing...

why?

'cause my line just stable when the midnight past..

my streayx modem will keep by my mom..

it was hard to ask her when i was in SPM..

and now,

i am updating my blog...^^

i want to go watch movie...

continues my twilight saga..

haha...

i will find a day to watch "NEW MOON"

wait for me~ :P

i..................felt speechless when i recieve a message..

i don't know what to reply..

so, i sent "oh" again..

my habit..lol..

it was about my ex..

we broke up since around end of july..

till now..it past 5 months ago...

but we still friend..

sometime i used to find him..

but now because of SPM..

i didn't find him..but he find me..

it was so....unbelievable...

few days ago,

i sent a forward message to some of my friends include him..

it was about to ask what would you tell me honestly if today was honest day..

at first,

he ignore this message...

but i was wanted to know..

and my curiosity was very high..

he told then...

i was shocked...

i don't know what can reply..

he said...

he got thought about to be with me again after i'm graduate...

and see if i will accept him again or not..

he said he still got feel to me..

he said that he jealous the relationship between Ah B and Qiao Tong..

everyday can meet, everyday can go to the boy's house to help him clean his room..

.........................................................................................

i didn't reply him as i received the message..

i sent him the next morning..

and said that i was fall asleep..

he replied never mind and didn't find me again..

i was very very very..........surprise, shocked, unbelievable, sort of drama..

i don't know what is the feel i feel towards him..

i told my friends..

my friends teased..

that he just want me to help him clean his room..

now...i feel it seem like that..haha..what the hell..

if this happen on you, what will you act like?

same?
almost gua..lol...

deng...that day line not stable again..
so, now edit again..haha..
by today (6/12/09)...^^
still got two more subject now...hahaha...
hope can pass faster...
very stress la...after SPM,
i want to take care of my body,
my face,
my weight...
lol..
i watched new moon already lu...haha
not bad...still can watch...
:P



edited on 6.12.09